{"id":2750,"date":"2024-01-03T00:36:48","date_gmt":"2024-01-03T00:36:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/?p=2750"},"modified":"2024-01-03T23:12:20","modified_gmt":"2024-01-03T23:12:20","slug":"evensong-88","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/?p=2750","title":{"rendered":"EVENSONG 88"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1025\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/PSX_20240102_193459-1025x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2749\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/PSX_20240102_193459-1025x1024.jpg 1025w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/PSX_20240102_193459-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/PSX_20240102_193459-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/PSX_20240102_193459-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/PSX_20240102_193459-1536x1536.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/01\/PSX_20240102_193459-2048x2048.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1025px) 100vw, 1025px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Without a doubt, this is the most depressing psalm I\u2019ve ever read, written by an old guy named Heman the Ezrahite, a son of Korah. Like Asaph, Heman was one of David\u2019s main musicians and prophets.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When I saw ol\u2019 Heman\u2019s name, what popped into my ol&#8217; noggin was Alfalfa Schwitzer and Spanky McFarland\u2019s He-Man Woman-Haters Club in an Our Gang comedy that cowboy Fred Kirby would show.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But this Heman is seriously depressed about his lot in life, and I don\u2019t think his despair has to do with a woman \u2014 not even one who might have tried to turn him into a pillar of salt like Lot\u2019s wife.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No, he feels as if YHWH doesn\u2019t give a shit about him, even though he prays to YAH every day and every night for deliverance. He says he\u2019s dead to YHWH, a person \u201cwhom You remember no more.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He calls death \u201cthe land of forgetfulness\u201d with no afterlife, not even one of simple remembrance by friends and family. I know how poor Heman feels, today of all days. I&#8217;m reminded every dark January.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And finally, \u201cYour terrors have cut me off; \/ They came around me all day long like water; \/ [and] engulfed me altogether. \/ Loved one and friend You have put far from me, \/ [and] into darkness.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That\u2019s how this sad psalm ends \u2014 with no hope, in utter despair, because this real Heman\u2019s prayers all go unanswered by a jealous, capricious, tribal god who &#8220;gives a damn&#8221; but has forgotten how to care.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Without a doubt, this is the most depressing psalm I\u2019ve ever read, written by an old guy named Heman the Ezrahite, a son of Korah. Like Asaph, Heman was one of David\u2019s main musicians and prophets. When I saw ol\u2019 Heman\u2019s name, what popped into my ol&#8217; noggin was Alfalfa Schwitzer and Spanky McFarland\u2019s He-Man &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/?p=2750\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">EVENSONG 88<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2750","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2750","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2750"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2750\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2756,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2750\/revisions\/2756"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2750"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2750"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2750"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}