{"id":2534,"date":"2023-10-03T00:16:39","date_gmt":"2023-10-03T00:16:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/?p=2534"},"modified":"2023-10-03T00:16:39","modified_gmt":"2023-10-03T00:16:39","slug":"evensong-22","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/?p=2534","title":{"rendered":"EVENSONG 22"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1025\" height=\"1024\" src=\"http:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/10\/PSX_20231002_200758-1025x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2533\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/10\/PSX_20231002_200758-1025x1024.jpg 1025w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/10\/PSX_20231002_200758-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/10\/PSX_20231002_200758-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/10\/PSX_20231002_200758-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/10\/PSX_20231002_200758-1536x1536.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/10\/PSX_20231002_200758.jpg 2014w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1025px) 100vw, 1025px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Sometimes I feel snakebit, like everything I touch has been poisoned. I ask for help, but no one seems to hear me or see me. It\u2019s like I\u2019m invisible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Other people \u2014 usually \u201ctrue believers\u201d \u2014 whine about every little thing that goes wrong; and when they get their way, everybody hears about it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>To them, I\u2019m lower than a snake in the grass. I\u2019m a pissant, a maggot in something they just stepped in. They hate me worse than that on their shoes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They look at me and laugh. \u201cThis guy\u2019s always running his mouth about some universal spirit,\u201d they scoff, \u201cso let his ever-loving iSoul save his ass.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But all my life I\u2019ve known there\u2019s more to spiritual salvation or cosmic consciousness or whatever you want to call it than what you hear in any church.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Many of those true believers mainly believe in making money, piling it high, and burying the poor and the weak with it. Their alternate truth is just lies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m washed up. I don\u2019t have the heart to keep fighting. I\u2019m surrounded by lying jackals who want to steal all I have left \u2014 to rip the shirt right off my back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I just hope that the quiet folks speak up before it\u2019s too late and show the true believers that the domain of the universal spirit is within us all, even them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Then all people who ever live and die will know \u2014 as I do, when playing possum \u2014 that we have met our enemies and our friends alike, and they all are us.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes I feel snakebit, like everything I touch has been poisoned. I ask for help, but no one seems to hear me or see me. It\u2019s like I\u2019m invisible. Other people \u2014 usually \u201ctrue believers\u201d \u2014 whine about every little thing that goes wrong; and when they get their way, everybody hears about it. To &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/?p=2534\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">EVENSONG 22<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2534","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2534","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2534"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2534\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2535,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2534\/revisions\/2535"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2534"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2534"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2534"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}