{"id":2479,"date":"2023-09-08T21:54:31","date_gmt":"2023-09-08T21:54:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/?p=2479"},"modified":"2023-09-08T21:54:57","modified_gmt":"2023-09-08T21:54:57","slug":"evensong-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/?p=2479","title":{"rendered":"EVENSONG 6"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1025\" height=\"1024\" src=\"http:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/PSX_20230908_173036-1025x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2478\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/PSX_20230908_173036-1025x1024.jpg 1025w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/PSX_20230908_173036-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/PSX_20230908_173036-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/PSX_20230908_173036-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/PSX_20230908_173036-1536x1536.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/PSX_20230908_173036-2048x2048.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1025px) 100vw, 1025px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>I don&#8217;t enjoy making people mad, because I&#8217;m a nobody and not as tough as I used to be, neither physically nor mentally. That worries me. I need help.<br><br>I want my health and strength back so that I can be a good role model for others, not just another statistic. Whoever said &#8220;dead men tell no tales&#8221; was right.<br><br>I&#8217;m tired of being in pain and crying my eyes out all night. That just gives the fools around me more reason to be smug and to feel better about themselves.<br><br>I wish they&#8217;d just leave me alone, because they can&#8217;t and won&#8217;t help me. What l need comes from all that&#8217;s good in the universe, from the iSoul itself.<br><br>Anyone who disagrees with me about that should be ashamed. They are the ones who should be worried, not me. How long will this madness go on?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t enjoy making people mad, because I&#8217;m a nobody and not as tough as I used to be, neither physically nor mentally. That worries me. I need help. I want my health and strength back so that I can be a good role model for others, not just another statistic. Whoever said &#8220;dead men &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/?p=2479\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">EVENSONG 6<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2479","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2479","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2479"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2479\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2480,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2479\/revisions\/2480"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2479"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2479"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gaillardiapress.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2479"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}